patterns—echoes Nicolle Galyon tendencies, John Mayer in the blood, can we bottle the sound of “maybe more than I like healing I like the feeling of the feeling that leaves me staring at the ceiling”
sorry mom—little follow up to in between, wanna know about the house with a porch light
baggage—top 2! “shit I even took it all the way to the steeple, rolling out the welcome mat, fuck the old house with the dead end!”
first rodeo—moving past significant romantic relationships be messy. “damn that showdown was embarrassing” very virgo wanting to keep the rep clean
nothing really matters—top 5/6! feels like a therapy/doin my best follow up, kissing makes me think of Kacey follow your arrow, cute shout out to Sheryl Crow, eat the whole birthday cake (Maisie Peters made me pay attention to food/body references in za music); climb your own ladder yes mam
how much do you love me—add to list of receipts for when Chase finally gone
two things—I love New York but I can’t stay at the Carlyle anymore, break ups really do take so long; on the receipt list
we broke up—tale as old as time I don’t gotta wrap my head around it
WAIT!—ok astrology my September makes me stubborn but it’s fighting with my moon, you’ll think my lights on yellow when I’m keeping you on read—a goldie my number 3 in the rank
beg for your love—receipt; yay for not betraying the all the way before you work
deep—SEX, prefer guilty as sin
cowboys cry too—I wanted more from this power combo
I would would you—tied for 5th with NRM! fav part “life is short, life is long, but it's better with you here. If somebody does you wrong, baby, HOLD MY BEER”
this time last year—top 4!
People thinking that I've changed
They used to be my biggest fear, my biggest fear
(This time last year)
Thank God that I changed (Thank God that I changed)
reminiscent of subject to change (thank god I don’t know about tomorrow), another mantra for the affirmation bucket
did you make it home?- woooooof my #1, makes me ache, quiet little love note to Morgan. is it a person or a change